i appreciate all of your replies
gary i respect your words very much, and your advice means a lot to me.
I know your purpose was not to bring me down, yet to warn me that I may be pushing myself to hard. I have been drawing very regularly sinse i was very little, and have had a lot of practice with it. My grandmother is a professional artist, and my intrest has grown because of her. I am very into the art programs at my school, and take two art classes during the day. I know that this is very ambitious of me, but I need to give it a try. I appreciate all of your advice, and maya thank you for doing this walktrhough, i am working through it as I speak.